Heal me God. i want to meet You, but i don’t want to die.

Reveal me God. i want to beseech You. i want to teach you…about how i feel inside.

i want to meet You and be brought back to life.

Heal me God. i want to need You…and only death will die.

Is there another way of knowing?

Another way of showing?

Does pain mean i’m growing? Maybe it’s what’s trapped inside and keeping me from glowing.

Is it You i fear?

Why do we have to die to see You? It’s almost like you’re not here. It seems impossible to be one with You in a flesh suit and I am already naked. What else can I take off?